‘‘ Every cloud has a silver lining’’
don't leave me
Sunday, November 25, 2012 12:43 AM

Currently watching Sword Art Online but it's still ongoing so I'm just undergoing the torture of waiting for new episodes to come out right now. BUT putting that aside, I REALLY REALLY LOVE THIS ANIME O(≧▽≦)O gosh it's so freaking damn A-W-E-S-O-M-E (idek what word to use other than that). It totally stole my heart. I love KiriSuna soooo damn much I can't even contain all my feelings anymore. Episode 10 made me cry the most because that was a major turning point for them. Their feelings are so real even though it's a virtual world and that's what captivated me the most. Wait... I'm enchanted. Kirito is like so perfect and flawless while Asuna is just so strong and so cool. They are destined to be together!! ♡♡♡ And i really mean it when I say I love Asuna. I mean I don't really like female characters when they are always so meek and weak. I'm a avid feminist so I like the main female lead to be strong but still lovely. I hate it when the female lead is always the damsel in distress. I MEAN STOP IT, WON'T YOU?? Why can't females be as good??? So yep, here we have ASUNA YUUKI saving the day together with Kirito. Omg they became the top OTP I ship now LOL.

So much love for them where do I even hide all my feelings... And why did some psycho lock Asuna away :( Kirito, hurry go and save her please. Save your in-game wife and real-life girlfriend I love you both so much don't let me down...

So... I finished Kuroshitsuji both season 1 and 2 too... To be honest, I would already be satisfied with season 1's ending if it really did end that way but hell no, they made another one where Ciel & Sebastian would be together for ETERNITY!!! If I didn't read the spoilers while watching the anime, I think I would have died of heart attack (not kidding). But I didn't expect it to be that good and interesting though since it always seemed so dark and melodramatic to me. And I fell in love with Sebby too, as expected. And and I think I got influenced... I actually liked those Yaoi scenes - the ones with sebby and ciel of course lol. After all, I'm just a hell of a fangirl. *laughs*

Ao No Exorcist! Well to be honest, I thought that it seemed a lot like Naruto, in terms of the plot and characters (mainly Rin). It seemed like a plot similar to that in Naruto, all squeezed into 25 episodes. Of course, everything was different. But the soul awakening thing by Yukio and how Rin is such a Baka seriously... Then there's still the "I will never give up" & "Don't underestimate me" taglines from Rin, exactly like those of Naruto's. And how Rin is a demon... Like how Naruto lived with Kuruma sealed inside him since birth. But of course, the main thing that's different is how Rin has a brother while Naruto doesn't. Poor Naruto... T___T SO much feelings for him since weeks ago when I caught up with both the manga and anime. AND KURUMA FINALLY ACCEPTED NARUTO and IT WAS SO CUTE WHEN IT CRIED WHEN IT WAS STILL A SMALL LITTLE FOXY DURING THE TIME WHEN THE SAGE OF THE SIX PATHS WAS TALKING TO ALL THE 9 TAILED BEASTS. I mean, it was so small and so adorable sobs... I'll give everything just to see it in its cute form again.

Sobs poor Kuruma nine-tails foxy just wants some love and a master who truly loves it like naruto (╥_╥) Oops it's already so late I should totally sleep now but so much feelings for everything tonight... Will I be able to sleep?

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Saturday, November 17, 2012 12:10 PM

Okay i got this last month on 7 October hehehe. It's so big, cute and fluffy I'm gonna die ~ Thanks bro for getting this all the way from Shanghai :D HAHAHA for once, I look genuinely happy.

Pretty helium balloon we got for KX's birthday ~ Happy (belated) blessed 16th my Lao Ma ♡♡♡ !!!

When the going gets tough and sometimes, you just need a little something to keep you going...

So... somehow, it officially ended. It's the taste of freedom, but it doesn't taste sweet, why? I wonder why... Everything feels surreal and I have no idea what to do now. :(


Monday, November 12, 2012 12:13 AM

Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be this hard.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed.
When you get what you want, but not what you need.
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep...
Stuck in the reverse.

I'm sorry but I have gotten so used to this silence that I'm afraid if I break any ice, I'll hear an echo so loud it goes straight to silence me forever. Too long... It has been too long. 1 year since everything that I miss; 1 year since I told you all my little secrets; 1 year since I cried, not once, but many times in front of you. She told me you dreamt of something so simple. She said i was talking to you again. She said she was touched. What you don't know is that tears instantly filled my eyes, the salty rivers of despair running down my cheeks. Never once have I ever wished for things to go back to before because I know, we can't mask the pain that runs as deep as our scars. I still dream of you sometimes, and only in my reverie, we are still as before. So many times I've tried to force myself to talk, but words failed me, every single time. When I think of all the memories we shared, I can't help but feel a hollow loss that comes deep from within my heart.

Can't you see, even if I pretend, I can't pretend that everything doesn't exist.