판도라Saturday, October 6, 2012 7:52 AM
오랜만이에요 ~ 여러분, 잘지내요? (:
Wow. Such a long time has passed even though the time seems unbelievably short. Just 5 weeks ago, bro left for Shanghai for a school immersion trip and know what? It has been 5 freaking weeks already. He's coming back tomorrow. We video-called him quite a few times during the period of his trip and yesterday, he showed me the rilakkuma he bought! Omg 뿌잉뿌잉 ♡___♡ whee ~ can't wait to get my hands on the qtpie yay!
Got back prelims results. Kind of expected that kind of results and it wasn't bad but I don't know why I still feel a wee bit disappointed. I know of people who would kill just to get what I have lol. A few more weeks and the real battle will start! Trying so hard to do my best now and I have mountain-sized stacks of work to be done (I'm not even kidding) Beats me but sometime I do find satisfaction, and sometimes, delight, in doing work, especially when I think I'm doing it perfectly. Narcissistic much?
I have no clear plan in mind though. Have totally zero idea on what kind of path I'm going to take in the future. My future... is currently in a blank slate of grey. I'm not looking forward to anything at all. This reminds me of the times when I was still a little girl, I cried just thinking about how I would grow up someday. It's silly to think about now... But hell, I really don't want to grow up, not even now.