‘‘ Every cloud has a silver lining’’
real or not real?
Friday, July 27, 2012 5:06 PM


“So after, when he whispers," You love me. Real or not real?"
I tell him, "Real.”

— Suzanne Collins, Mocking Jay


I read The Hunger Games Trilogy last weekend! Finished all three books: The Hunger Games, Catching Fire and Mocking Jay. Peeta is like the best guy ever on earth. But I can't say I really like the ending a lot because my heart ached for it is so tragic. Won't give any spoilers though. It's always best for you to read it yourself!

This week has been surprisingly... fun. I sort of conquered many inner fears, such as my stage fright, though I admit I still get cold feet on some occasions. It's getting better though. Good sign. (: Didn't realise there's a new gongcha outlet in Clementi until my friend told me, so I went to buy it with E today. Herbal Jelly Milk Tea!!! And I'm dying from mental exhaustion from the mountains of work that I have to do and tests, tests and more tests. So times like this when I'm blogging is extremely rare. Shall only do it once in a blue moon. And and I've been thinking about working after O's because my mum and bro kept teasing me to, saying only I'll bai2 chi1 bai2 zhu4 at home so yep. Anyway E said she wants to do with me too and our already long-overdue outing @ Orchard (Starbucks!) Already planning what I can do after O's HAHAHA... But life is so scary. It's like everything unpredictable can happen, so maybe I should just go along with the flow? I still can't believe I'm 16 years old already. It seems just yesterday when I attended kindergarten. Oh well time to face the music and accept the harsh reality.


For Nichkhun:
To my forever precious bias/man in life, no matter what happens, you will always remain as one of the most important persons in my life. I know you are upset and disappointed with yourself now, but I wish you will not stay that way. It hurts to see you suffering like this, facing all the harsh criticisms from people who do not know you and people who think they know you but have no faith in you. I believe you, and I'm sure there are many others out there who have the same sentiments as me. You made a mistake, but it doesn't mean you can't be strong and rise up again. You are a warrior of light, so please stay strong, won't you? Iloveyou.


I'm so worried for him that I can't even.... *^&*!^@&!^*&@&%?>!!

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day by day
Saturday, July 14, 2012 9:00 AM


Pretty vintage camera paper from PaperMarket!

Gosh yesterday was finally our ROD. Played Running Man - GG-STYLED with the rest HAHAHA. Thank you so much to my dear juniors who organised the game!!! Then there was BBQ and performance! Thank you so much juniors :) Then we took photos/polariods and gave out our cards and chocolates to them. We never expected that they would do something for us too! Every Sec 4 received a piece of vanguard filled with love from the juniors and they even bought us gifts omg. It was the first time in history that juniors gave seniors cards + presents and that seniors gave juniors cards + presents! I don't remember giving and receiving anything the previous years.

But... I'm really touched yeah. I'm happy that my juniors felt for us from the bottom of their hearts. I really want to say, THANK YOU NHGG! You've shaped me in one way or another. I've become who I am today partly because of you. What would I do if I didn't have you gosh... I really can't imagine! Thank you batch' 2012, you guys are the loveliest and most awesome batch mates I could ever have and may we all achieve our dreams and get into our most desired schools. 4 years of memories.... So long but yet they seem so short-lived. To all my lovely guides, ILOVEYOU ♥


Cards and gifts! THANK YOU :)))


BATCH'2012 ♥


Jump shoot failed /O T L


BATCH'2012 ONCE AGAIN ♥


#doveftwz !! ^__^

Thank you so much to G for the polariods! Will keep them safe & sound! Once again, to my juniors and to my lovelies, I♥U.

Also, would like to thank my bbys for the prettiest birthday card (scrapbook-styled) ever! Thanks to everyone for the belated presents and cards too!! I really appreciate them a lot. THANK YOU GOSH! ♡♡♡

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dear my friend
Saturday, July 7, 2012 11:42 AM



Meet DOMO hehehe :3 Bought this for a very special friend. Hope she'll like it no matter what! ♥ Prelims 1 are finally over. *finger crossed* Hope I'll do well but in any case, O's is still the main goal I'll strive for.



Wanted to post this on my birthday but still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. I'm 16 years old already. Though I feel that I hardly did anything meaningful throughout my 16 years, I hope and wish the best for my future journey. Life, you and I will be best friends forever, will you be my best friend? Thanks for all the messages, cards and presents. Thank you so much. Without you all, who am I? I'm nothing. Thank you once again. And may we all be blessed with a lovely life. (:



Early birthday lunch with mum last Friday @ The Manhattan Fish Market in JCUBE. ^^ Okay that was my second visit to JCUBE. I love the ice skating rink but frankly, I don't know how to skate. And it seems as though inline-skating is rather different as compared to ice-skating. Sigh but still, learning how to ice-skate will be on my life goals list.

Anyway, I was reading this <<步步惊心续集>> which is a sequel to the first but is written by another author. (Tonghua wrote the first book) But this story... It really makes me ponder hard over l o v e... :( I cried though the ending wasn't that bad, but it's really the plot before the ending that made the story unbelievable. Even so, yes, I will never want to live in the olden days. I'm so glad they are coming out with BBJX 2, a modern-day sequel. But please, can I have a perfect ending? And how glad I am that it has nothing to do with the book which I've just read. Seriously.


停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演
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My OT7 ♥♥♥ "Always, I'll be there for you."

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