still in loveSaturday, March 31, 2012 8:35 AM
— Alice Adventures Under Ground
This week has been exhausting... Starting with Monday, we had to stay back for Speech day rehearsal. It was our very first one and it's going to be a weekly thing since we're in the contingent. We, meaning us guides. Not that I really mind since sadly to say, it's probably going to be our last major event before our ROD, which is also our official stepping-down ceremony. I think I won't mind baking in the sun with all my fellow guides. Gonna try cherishing every moment now with them. ♥
Tuesday was most dreaded since it was the day of our NAPFA. I did better than expected HAHAHA. Didn't notice there was actually such potential found within me. However, I couldn't do especially well for some stations like SBJ and Shuttle run. SBJ was sort of predicted since it has always been my weakest station among all of them. Rather upset for Shuttle run though. :( When the teacher pressed the stopwatch, I stood rooted on the ground while staring at him for like a few seconds? Gosh wth was I thinking? I don't know. Oh well, passed all anyway. Should be getting silver unless my PE teacher wants me to retake the stations again to get gold...
Yesterday was my 2.4km run! TELL YOU GUYS SOMETHING. Gosh I got a whooping score of 14.30 min!!! *screams* That's like among my best records so far. I didn't know what I've eaten that day or what ate me because all I know was I was running pretty fast and even though I was tired, I didn't feel like I was dying. I think it was because I didn't have stitch yesterday. YAY hooray for me. ^^ At the last stretch of the run, my hair became loose because my rubber band dropped somewhere. LOL i was kind of pissed that I forgot all about my initial exhaustion. Luckily, Changlyn helped me tie back scorpion plaits awww thanks. (: Also, it was neat for the entire day!
Guides meeting was kind of slack anyway. Had a talk on "How to manage difficult people" but we (sec 4s) only attended the last segment of the talk since most of us had remedials. Then there was the principal talk at night, which was a complete waste of time. Ate macs with my guides friends for dinner yesterday. Unhealthy max. D:
Woah I just realised I haven't typed like this in quite a while. I'm happy to find back myself hehehe.
Labels: girl guides
runningSaturday, March 24, 2012 1:06 PM
She thought if she could run hard and fast enough, the past would never be able to catch up with her. So she ran, she ran till perspiration drenched her entire body, she ran till her heart cried for rest, she ran till her mind whirled as her breathing fastened. Finally, her lungs could take it no more. She collapsed onto the ground with a loud thud as she gasped for air.
Why was she running? What was she running away from?
She questioned herself over and over again but yet, she couldn't draw a conclusion. Suddenly, like a bolt out from the blue, a realisation hit her. Immediately, her eyes brimmed and tears streamed down her anguished cheeks beyond control. She cried till her eyes were swollen and her heart ached. She cried till there was nothing left in her.
The harsh truth laid there, hard and inescapable. She could see it, vivid and crystal-clear.
She was running away from something that kept her from running away.
너도 나처럼Sunday, March 18, 2012 2:26 PM
How did my holidays manage to literally just zoom past when I was caught off-guard? This holiday didn't even feel like one to begin with anyway. All I did was dawdle and honestly, there's nothing else. OKAY WAIT, I did went for Maths remedial on Thursday. Before that, I had met up with Changlyn and we ate Pepper Lunch together, bought Yami Yogurt and walked to school. It had been so long since I last walked to school, so yep, and we were kind of crazy that day. Nope, I was crazy HAHAHA.
Sigh besides that, my other days were spent going out with mum, reading, watching dramas and live performances, homework and a bit of revising. That's basically all. Woah and now it's already Sunday. "It's so fast" sounds like an understatement. I need a time machine. :(
Speaking of books, I was reading "Jane Eyre" by Jane Austen but forgive me for being truthful, the plot got painfully boring after a while, so I stopped. The beginning was wonderful but then... I suppose this book isn't meant for me. I sincerely thought a change would be good, so I switched to classics since I have read some of the genres before, but maybe some aren't for me...
Life, please get better!
내가 어떻게 웃어
니가 없는데 웃어도 웃어도
눈물이 또 흘러
醉後決定愛上你Sunday, March 11, 2012 6:48 PM
one thingFriday, March 9, 2012 7:00 PM
We were dismissed quite early because inter-class challenge was cancelled and scheduled to another day so I went with Eunice, Yijun & Kaixin to Plaza Sing! We changed our clothes anyway and went to eat at Yoshinoya. Then we went to paper market where we bought some papers for making cards! After that, we went to some chocolate store which was having a huge sale where we bought some awesome chocolate & apple biscuits before heading to Orchard where were bought Gongcha. Gosh I ate so much good food today that I feel like a pig now!!!
A great day today with all the awesome peeps! ^^ took a lot of photos too hahaha~~~
A Midsummer Night's dreamSaturday, March 3, 2012 12:24 PM
Just imagine that you are asleep and the things that you've gone through happened in your dream.
The above excerpt is from 'A Midsummer Night's dream' by Shakespeares. Indeed, this is my favourite of out of the famous stories written by him. Perhaps that's only because I haven't read 'Romeo and Juliet'. Always been wanting to read it but what's the point of reading it when you know how things are going to end anyway? What's the use of reading a tragic story and making yourself upset? I don't know...
I need more books... but I'm lacking the motivation and determination to read. There's a few on my hands now which I haven't completed reading. If only I have the luxury of time to do everything that I want to. Travel. Read. Movies. Dramas. Games. Shopping. Outings. And so much more! If only...
이렇게 매일 기다리는데
나만 몰랐던 이야기Friday, March 2, 2012 10:00 PM
It has been more than a week since I last posted. Many things happened over this period of time. Birthdays. Events. Outings. Everything. Had my last paper for common tests today. I think I did badly this time round... :( And, it's only the start of the battle. I'm not even halfway through yet. Nonetheless, I feel so tired. So tired. Sometimes, I really wonder what I am fighting for. Then, I turn back and see myself and I realise, yes, I just want to be someone more. All I want to be is someone.
Last year this time was one of the best moments of my life. Sadly to say that laughters stop abruptly and only the deafening silence can be heard. What if I'm given another chance to start anew? Would I still choose the same path which led me to nowhere? Or should I decide on somewhere which could bring me to a whole new dimension? I want a potion that can make me forget everything. I don't think it'll hurt to drink it more than it hurts to be me now.
I need someone to understand me, so that I can understand myself.
Where are you?
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