‘‘ Every cloud has a silver lining’’
I miss you more than anything.
Sunday, July 31, 2011 8:39 AM

(Baskin-Robbins @ clementi mall)

ECP @ East Coast Park →

Yesterday, I had to go to school because GG, BB and NPCC were having a combined CIP programme, which is beach-cleaning. Went to school quite early yesterday and met Zihui. (: At 11.30pm, after everyone reached, we ate lunch. Then after, we split into 3 different groups - E, F, G and set off in buses. Sat with Jasmine and listened to kpop all the way through.

When we reached East Coast Park, we started it off with ice breakers and bonding games like 'Whacko', 'Splat' and 'Captain's ball'. It was pretty fun, I have to admit. Gathered in circles for break and ate the Sunshine rolls which were provided.

Finally, our main purpose began. Set off to the beach and its vicinity in search of litter to throw into our thrash bags. Honestly, I didn't know our beach was that dirty. The different stuff we collected were utterly disgusting. You have totally no idea. After about 2 hours, when our thrash bags were almost full, we headed back to school. Our shoes were so full of sand and other things like small twigs etc and I even suffered from a sun burn. Sat in the bus with Jasmine again. This time, we did something fun (and epic!) -- *drumrolls* CAMWHOREEEE. Omg you can't imagine. We kept spamming photos, but we kept deleting because either Jasmine or me didn't like them. Worst of all, Jasmine deleted the one where my hair actually looked nice! HATEHERHATEHATEHATE. :( I think we made a lot of noise though, but I had great time laughing with her. ♥

Went home with Zihui, Clarice, Jasmine, , Pui yee, Sylvia, Pei Shan and Jia Yun. CRAZY PEOPLE DOING EPIC THINGS X) Went to Clementi Mall for Yami Yogurt, and chatted with them for a while. Zihui and I then left first with the initial intention of going home but wandered around in the mall in the end. Met Peishan & Jiayun and stopped in the middle of nowhere, chatting and looking at all the hilarious pictures and videos Jiayun took with her camera. SUPER FUNNY. XD

Finally, we set off for home. (p/s. My fringe looked awesome for the whole day yesterday. -i'm so obsessed- *laughs*)

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Friday, July 29, 2011 6:34 PM

“I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart: I am, I am, I am.”

— Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar.

My week hadn't been particulary great this week, partly due to the ongoing test period and mainly because of the fact that I'm sick. Woke up with a sore throat on Monday but still went to school anyway. Survived the long hours suffering from a body ache, headache and fever. It was terrible, frankly speaking. I know students love to wish to fall sick, but once you catch the sickness, you wouldn't feel the same about this anymore. In fact, you would rather, (yes, trust me) be in the pink of health because being sick is simply miserable. When I reached home from school on that day, I took some fever pills and fell asleep due to exhaustion. When I awoke, I was feeling infinitely much better. Thank god for that. However, I didn't do anything productive that day. It was such a pity...

Even so, I haven't recovered from it. I'm still having a mild case of cough and sore throat and I reckon I will only be all healthy again by next week. Had 3 tests today: Biology, Social Studies and Mathematics. I really hope I will do well for all of them because I had reached home late yesterday from CCA, but was still concenciously spending time revising. To add on, we had FPSP examination too today. It was a 3-hours long project/examination. I really think we weren't that serious and kept laughing throughout, even when the other groups were silent. I have to admit though, it was a hell load of fun and utterly hilarious because we were continuously coming up with silly/totally impractical/irrelevant ideas. Will miss being with my group... I swear.

Going for beach cleaning @ east coast park for CIP tomorrow with my fellow guiders and NPCC + BB. Hopefully, everything will turn out smoothly. xx


We are Infinite.
Sunday, July 24, 2011 4:27 PM


strawberry drink

cinnamon roll

(Using TinyPic to upload my images now because Photobucket is becoming more and more unreliable!)

My weekends are boring, simply because I hadn't have the time to go out and breathe in some fresh air. There are a pile of work to be done, and I'm having 6 tests next week + FPSP exam. Now, how do you ask me to relax? Seriously. On a side note though, I've listed some short-term goals till the end of the year 2011.

  • 1. Obtain good results (including all major & minor tests)
  • 2. Save money (I shall not disclose how much I've planned to save)
  • 3. Read more (good) books
  • 4. Korean dramas & Variety Shows (preferably during December break)
  • 5. SNSD concert @ SG 2012!

Hopefully, I can fulfil them all. xx


I felt that I breathed an atmosphere of sorrow.
Saturday, July 23, 2011 8:06 AM

Yesterday guides was fun even though many people couldn't make it! :) We did beads designs at first, because they're going to be made into key chains and we're going to sell them during Mid-autumn festival. Here's the 소녀시대 which I did! *feeling so proud of myself now...*

Then after, we did PT (physical training), which was exhausting and our legs turned wobbly after the first circuit, which was to run a round around the school and do the 90 degrees leg down exercise around half the parade square. THAT WAS A KILLER, MAN. I swear we were basically collapsing on the ground after finishing the first round. For the second round, after running, we did 20 pumpings. For the third, after running, we did 20 crunches. It was really unglamorous to be lying on the school's foyer... For the last round, after running, we did 20 jumping-jacks. OMG this PT was murderous, indeed. Our mood instantly lightened when we played Captain's ball. Jasmine, Fiona, Yu Lin, Peishan and me were one team and we vs-ed Suzanne, Jia Yun, Wen Hui, Geraldine and Qi En. All right, I admit they were quite good. We lost. ):

Here comes our final highlight for the day: DRILLS. Oh yeah, I think most of you guys probably wouldn't know, but Puiyee and me are in-charge of the sec 1s for drills. Unfortunately, she didn't turn up yesterday. Therefore, I took the sec 1s alone with YeeWai. Jasmine and Clarice took the sec 3s and sec 2s. Afterwards, we swapped a bit and I partnered with Jasmine to take the sec 3s/2s. I'm no good, obviously. I'm still not confident enough. Wish I've got more courage...

Ate in school with Jasmine, Clarice, Peishan and Jiayun after singing taps. I ordered a cup of mashed potato and drank an aloe vera drink. Went home with them afterwards. (: AND GUESS WHAT? Saw our senior. She looked totally different but she's definitely pretty max. She dyed her hair in a shade of brownish-red and even put on make-up now. In addition, she dresses fashionably. Woah epic transformation.

KBS aired 'Music Bank in Tokyo special' yesterday. Can't wait for SNSD's comeback. Anyway, I really miss their 'RDR' performace. Glad to see it again. I'm a happygirl96 seeing them again. ♥♥♥ *spam hearts* I HEARD THAT THEY ARE COMING TO SG NEXT YEAR AROUND CHINESE NEW YEAR PERIOD. GOSH I WANT TO GO I WANT I WANT. Saving money desperately now. No more splurging. Anyway, who's going? (: SHINee's coming to SG on 10 September. I'm gonna have to miss theirs then... *cry a flow of river*


Here's Gee which wasnt aired. :( Damn KBS cut performances again. .___.

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The bell jar
7:29 AM

“The silence depressed me. It wasn't the silence of silence. It was my own silence. ”

— Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar.

The Bell Jar begins at the Amazon, a women’s hotel in New York. Esther Greenwood is one of twelve young women who has won a prize to live in New York and write for a women’s fashion magazine. Esther does not fit into the world of high fashion. She is from a small town in the suburbs of Boston and her family has been relatively poor. She becomes friends with another outcast sort named Doreen. She and Doreen exist on the fringes of the fashion magazine activities. One night, Esther and Doreen go to a bar with a man who is attracted to Doreen. Esther ends up getting drunk and walking home alone. When Doreen comes home, Esther realizes she does not want to be her friend any more. Esther’s supervisor, the fiction editor of the magazine, tries to encourage Esther to apply more energy to her career, but Esther finds it impossible to do very much.

She begins to feel as if she does not have a direction in her life. What she has always wanted to do, go to graduate school and then become a professor who also writes poetry, is no longer attractive to her. She knows she wants to be a writer, but she can see no way to do it in her society. Esther is also in conflict over her relation to men. She has been dating one man from her home town, Buddy Willard, but no longer even likes him. She feels the need to be with men, but gets little pleasure out of their company and feels as if no one really sees her for who she is. On the last night of her New York stay, Esther goes on another of a series of blind dates. Her date attempts to rape her. She gets away from him and gets back to the hotel. She takes all the clothes that have been given to her as promotional advertisements for the magazine and throws them off the roof of the Amazon hotel.

Back home with her mother, Esther faces a summer with nothing to do. She had been hoping to get into a writing seminar with a famous writing, but was rejected. She thinks of writing a novel, but cannot stick to it. Her mother urges her to learn shorthand, but Esther hates the idea of serving a man in any capacity. Esther becomes more and more depressed as the days go by. She stops sleeping and finds that she can neither read nor write. Her family doctor sends her to a psychiatrist who gives her outpatient shock therapy. The session is botched, traumatizing Esther and pushing her further into a search for a solution. She constantly thinks of suicide, fascinated with the sensational newspaper accounts of suicides, murders, and sex crimes. She can only read this kind of newspaper and books on abnormal psychology. She decides to commit suicide by slitting her wrists, but her thinking is so distorted by the lack of sleep that she keeps failing in her calculations of how to go about it. She goes to her old home town, where her family lived when her father was still alive. She visits his grave and realizes she never mourned his death. She weeps intensely over his grave. The next morning, she takes an overdose of sleeping pills and hides herself in a hole in her mother’s basement.

She wakes up in a hospital. She is severely physically damaged in a number of ways from the overdose and the days spent in the hole in the basement. She feels completely paranoid about the doctors in the hospital. Her mother manages to get her to a private hospital. Her benefactor is the same woman who sponsored her scholarship in college, a writer of romance fiction. In the private psychiatric hospital, she is treated by a competent woman doctor and gradually recovers. She undergoes insulin shock treatment and then electroshock treatment, this time, done properly and effectively. She learns how to deal with her issues around her mother and her issues around being a woman in a patriarchal society. When the new term for college begins, Esther is released from the hospital.

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credits to :thebestnotes

Completed reading this book, 'The Bell Jar' by Sylvia Plath, several days ago. I like to read books that leave you empty and hollow inside. Does that sound sadistic to you? Well, when I was reading this book, since it's all about overcoming depression, many questions echoed in my head.

Here are some more significant ones which I thought I should share:
  • 1. Is there a heaven and a hell?
  • 2. If so, can I go to heaven?
  • 3. How does dying feel like?
  • 4. Does it hurts?
  • 5. How should I die?

Regarding to No.5, I did spent time pondering over it. I could try silting my wrist and bleed to death, which is also the romantic ancient Romans' style of dying. But, that would most probably hurt, a lot. I could try jumping to death or hanging myself or from an overdose of sleeping pills, but I reckon I would look really ugly then and I would just end up in a bloody mess. Lastly, I would just die peacefully in my sleep, carefree and worry-free.

Yeah, I guess that's what everyone else wants too.


Seeing a rainbow #happything
Monday, July 18, 2011 3:50 PM

Happy birthday LEETAEMIN (이태민), the cute maknae & best dancer in SHINee!♥

Ohmy, you're officially 18 internationally. 19 years old in Korea. You're maturing fast, hehe. You've been my main reason for making me fall in love with SHINee. I love your cute eye-smile, and how you always use your killer smile to cover everything up when you mess up. LMAO BOY, WE KNOW BUT WE FORGIVE YOU. (: As the maknae, you're expected to be bullied but luckily for you, your hyungs are kind towards you. ^^ You are my first bias in SHINee, and will forever be. I loveee seeing you showcasing your dancing talents. You NEVER fail to get me impressed. You're really one of the cutest guy on earth. How adorable can you can? :P Please stay healthy always, and stay united and strong with SHINee. Saranghae.

Since it's #Taeday today, shall post some Taemin facts (but mostly Ontae :D)~

Proof that Onew probably thinks Taemin as a huge chicken:
  • 1. He calls Taemin his soulmate.
  • 2. Take care of Taemin the most.
  • 3. Throws him on the bed, flips him, tackles him.
  • 4. He bites him.
  • 5. He's always looking at Taemin with this weird expression
  • 6. He always feeds Taemin with Taemin's favourite food. (so that he'll grow more)

Taemin: There's the biggest age gap between the both of us because he's the oldest in the group, but Onew hyung takes care of me the most.
Taemin: Onew Hyung always throws me on the bed.
Taemin: But he's not doing it jokingly. He seriously throws me! He would tackle me and flip me around.
Host: Is there a reason you do this, Onew?
Onew: I don't know why I do it.
Host: Well, then didn't Taemin tell you to stop?
Onew: No, he never told me to stop.
Host: Well then that means Taemin is actually enjoying it too!
Taemin: ^^

(credits to @leaderonewfacts via twitter)

"You must never forget to smile." -- Taemin

Taemin's facts:

1. Must never forget to smile.

2. Carries a bag containing a lot of sweets around, all with a SHINee logo attached on it. Will give out these sweets whenever he sees noonas.

3. Has been said by many that he is good at aegyo, but will in actualy face, use half aegyo and half forcing to get what he wants, for example, mumbles “I want to be a director too” constantly while using his butt to push others.

4. Has been said that he is cute too many times, but “does not want others to say that I am cute”.

5. When first debuted, is used to blinking a lot when speaking, it is a lot better now, but somehow it has become a hot topic after Key umma has imitated it.

6. Will run around the practise room with a bottle/packet of milk in his mouth, spends a lot of time in the waiting room studying and rushing his holiday assignments and preparing for exams.

7. Being on stage is something to be enjoyed, and dance is the what makes him derives the most joy from. The title is just to attraction people to watch, you should only believe in what you see.

8. His dancing ability has been widely recognised, but do you know that his rap is pretty MAN too? Go listen to “Love should go on”.

9.Do not think that he is a child with a huge generation gap between the two of you, he idolises “MJ” and also likes to imitate Seo Taiji — “I don’t know anything!”

10. “I really don’t know anything!” (catchphrase)

11. Can transform an ardent swordsman into a kawaii youth, and can change the action of pulling out a sword to just raising a fire torch.

12. “When I first saw Taemin, I thought he was really pretty. At that time there was a trainee noona in front of him, and Taemin was even prettier than her.” (EUNHYUK)

13. Does not feel that he has a talent that can matches up to Onew, but if he were to do it(Onew’s talent)…he can do it too!

14. A very obedient child, even if he is asked to sit on someone’s lap, or getting hugged or being lifted up on someone’s shoulder, he does not object. He’s so young that the sunbaes find it hard to see him as a rising artiste who is catching up with them, but he is beginning to present a star’s disposition.

15. Knows how to play, and will play. A finger and a camera. that’s his best friend.

16. “Hyung, do you know what is love?” (to the rest of members)

17. “If I am a girl, I will choose to date Minho, because he is Flaming Charisma!”

18. “In the show, Yunhanam, the person who is the best at making a girl happy is Taemin.” (KEY) But he is still at a stage when he is more enthusiastic of dogs than girls.

19. If there is true love involved, how can age be limiting, isn’t there a guy who married a really old grandmother?

20. Has the care and concern of the hyungs, the love and care of the noonas, it’s really nice. If only he can see his family more…Hyung, saranghae…

Matters needing attention:

Competitve: You can treat him as a exclusive young man but in front of him, you better see him as a man at heart.

The X catalyst: “Taemin ah, you go and do _____ k — You are the youngest!”

The O catalyst: Chant silently “He is a man! Do not be charmed by his smile! Do not be fooled by his baby face!” Hypnosis, the effect is threefold.

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It all ends here.
Sunday, July 17, 2011 12:57 PM

“Hogwarts will always be there to welcome you home.”

— J.K. Rowling

The dedication of my life is split seven ways:
To Harry,
To Ron,
To Hermione,
To Dumbledore,
To Snape,
To Dumbledore’s Army,
And to J. K. Rowling

For sticking with me until the very end.

(credits: tumblr)

Just came back from catching 'Harry Potter & the deathly hallows: Part 2' with Jerry. The movie was AWESOME MAX. I can't help but get so engrossed in it because it was simply astounding. Even though we didn't watch it in 3D, it was already better than expected. Applaud for the whole production crew. (: OKAY NOW MY CHILDHOOD OFFICIALLY ENDED. I grew up watching Harry Potter and now there's simply nothing to look forward to year by year. Of course, there's still 'Breaking Dawn', which I'm kind of excited for. But still, no more 'Harry Potter' means no more HOGWARTS, no more MAGIC, no more Harry, Ron and Hermoine. Including the rest like Luna Lovegood, Neville LongBottom, Dobby the free elf and even Draco malfoy... :(

YAY I guess I'm currently having this disease... (─‿‿─)

See, look how they've evolved? From fresh-looking, adorable faces to mature-looking people. Totally splendid.

Finally, Voldemort met his end and died tragically. May the dark lord rest in peace. AND HOORAY FOR A HAPPY ENDING EVERYONE. Oh anyway, Jerry commented that Harry and Ginny's son looks a lot like Justin Bieber. I AGREE BUT I THINK HE'S SO MUCH CUTE AND SMALLER~ ♥

(credits: 1 2 3 4)

I love you loads. ♥

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in the stars.
Saturday, July 16, 2011 8:32 AM

“No, we are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.”

— Oscar Wilde, from ‘Lady Windermere’s Fan’

Since Artfest was yesterday, and we were the helpers (namely:Bing Ming, Wei Bin, Yi Jun, XianCui, Eunice, Aiktek, Weiting, Changlyn, Limin, Zhen Yong and me) could skip lessons at 10.30 am, which was during MATHS period. *happy* The rest of those who were dressing up had already gone immediately after morning assembly at 8am (namely:Yuan Rong, Jaryl, Wee Tiong, Wen Xin, Zihui, Caleb, Yi Wei, Kenzi, Nigel and Jasper). Of course, I'm only stating names from 202! There are still many others who were involved in this event, but I have no obligation to mention them, right?

At first, we just slacked our time away in the Art Room while watching those who had to dress up put on make-up and their costumes, accessories and everything! It's just so fascinating to watch them transform into "gods"! Such as Wenxin as Merdusa, Jaryl as Sun Wu kong, Yuanrong as Athena, Zihui as the lion god (but more like a pig/bulldog!), Weetiong as the Grim Reaper and still many others! So we just kept spamming photos and laughed and chatted and played around. Lunch was from caterers who delivered the food to us! Ate with Eunice and Yiwei in the canteen! :) After lunch, the event was finally starting! So I did guard duty with the rest of the helpers to prevent people from entering. Only a group of 5 could enter at a time and as far as I know, they had to complete a quest to proceed from each room (room of gods, pirates of the carribean, alice in wonderland). It was funny how sec 1/2s girls were screaming in the "God" room because of my friends hahaha!

Somewhere in the hall, there was the Cosplay event too! I saw Deidara from Naruto, Yuuki & Ruka from Vampire Knight, Bleach characters and some others cosplayers from animes which I'm not quite clear of... There was even this haunted house on-going! Brought back so many memories... (202 haunted house!)

So finally, when the last group had gone, all of us proceeded to the hall to watch the Cosplay show, where all of those who dressed up would cat-walk on the stage! Even teachers dressed up too lmao! There was this "L" teacher (from deathnote) whom I think looked really good! Mr Fadly was the batmen, i think (?) *laughs* It was cheesy watching them do cute poses, muscular acts etc. They got the crowd roaring wildly for them ~

At around 6pm, Art fest finally ended. We went back to the Art room and tore down everything before clearing up the mess. At around 7+pm, we had to go before we were having dinner together! YAY 202 UNITE! ♥ Weiting and me went off first before we had to prepare for Zihui's early birthday celebration! We bought a cake (blackforest) from Four Leaves, a lighter from Fairprice (which we're gonna use it as 202's lighter every single time!), and chewy junior! So Weiting suggested printing a photo of 202, but we had lots of problem with Weibin's iphone because the data roaming was slow and facebook loaded slowly! It was until the rest of them reached JP and we were still on the train when we finally loaded the picture and saved it! HOORAY! Reached JP, rushed to Photohub for instant print.

Had dinner together. I bought Tom Yam Ajisen Ramen but couldn't finish it. ): In the end, we started our celebration and sang a birthday song for Zihui! I knew she was damn touched, because we planned so much for her. We passed her the presents (a pink + gay-ish bag Weiting & Xueyin went to Zinc and buy on Thursday), a white file with the 202 photo, a 0.38 uniball pen which she loved, a note with all the names who chipped in for her birthday presents + cake and a letter which I've written for her! So many people contributed to her birthday (more than 20!) Even Mr Fadly chipped in! Since we didn't have any utensils at first and we didn't want to use our hands to eat the cake (because we're in public), Bing Ming went to borrow plates and disposable forks from PEPPER LUNCH. OMG THANKS SO MUCH PEPPER LUNCH. Thank god!

Laughed so much together yesterday night, had so much fun,
and the joy is still lingering on today.

Tired from all the fun that we had, but the tiredness was worth it.

I don't have any pictures now, but I guess I will post some when I manage to get them!

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The perks of being a Wallflower
Sunday, July 10, 2011 7:59 AM

Currently, I'm reading this book titled 'The Perks of Being A Wallflower'. YES IT'S THE BOOK THAT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO READ. *happy* Why? Because I heard the name at least a thousand times from tumblr + there's gonna be a new movie based on the novel (and fyeah Emma Watson is going to be inside!♥) + just admit it, even the title seems so lovely, isn't it?

By the way, we went to Carmel's house yesterday to do packaging for marshmallows and gummies which we are going to sell it this coming week. I was a bit late. So sorry! We ended earlier than expected, so Changlyn and me left for Northpoint instead, while the guys continued to stay and watch some 'jackass' movie. Then after, I made a trip to the library to borrow some books. It has been quite a while since my last trip to the library... :/

Oh O'level chinese oral is tomorrow! Bleah I totally dread it. What if I mess up? ): Such words coming from me... instantly, I guess you guys can infer that I'm a pessimist. Wish me luck! xx


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Salem Falls
Thursday, July 7, 2011 8:30 PM

Recently, I've been burying my head in a book titled 'Salem Falls' written by Jodi Picoult. As usual, Picoult's style of writing proves heart-wrenching and leaves you lingering even after you've completed reading the book. I'm no exception. This is my 8th book from Jodi Picoult. The way she writes leaves such a deep impact on me, I'm thinking it's aftermath. Normally, her stories will lead to lawsuits, where the characters in the book would be forced to face some tearful truths and the readers will unknowingly, stand in the middle of a thousand shades of gray. It's frightening, how she manage to conjure up such a fictional story and yet, writes it in the most realistic way. Like I said, freaky. So here's a sneak peak of the book:

Jack St. Bride was once a beloved teacher and soccer coach at a girls' prep school - until a student's crush sparked a powder keg of accusation and robbed him of his career and reputation. Now, after a devastatingly public ordeal that left him with an eight-month jail sentence and no job, Jack resolves to pick up the pieces of his life. He takes a job washing dishes at Addie Peabody's diner and slowly starts to form a relationship with her in the quiet New England village of Salem Falls. But just when Jack thinks he has outrun his past, a quartet of teenage girls with a secret turn his world upside down once again, triggering a modern-day witch hunt in a town haunted by its own history…

Actually, I do have a confession to make. It has been quite a while since I last flipped open a book... The last time I read a book (if I recalled correctly), should be most probably in the month of March. Quite a surprising revelation, considering I'm supposedly a hardcore book-lover, isn't that right? Truthfully, I'm ashamed of myself. These days, I've been wasting my time always procrastinating, and not getting anything significant done. I remember the days when I can dwell myself in books, shutting myself out from others, automatically forming a oblivious circle around myself. I can spend a whole day (occasionally taking breaks), reading.

Pardon me for my incessant ramblings. I hardly have anything to post this week. The week has passed rather quickly, and I guess my mood is rather neutral nowadays. Perhaps it's time for me to start on my reading marathon again. Or would that just seem... dull to you?

Skills exchange today for all UGs went quite successfully today. We taught the other UGs square-lashing and how to make a shoe rack. I think we did great today. Kudos to our efforts put in yay! Did 55 pumpings and 30 group squats just now. Muscle ache tomorrow, perhaps? All right then, shall have a good night sleep tonight since I'm going to Carmel's house for some CIP stuffs tomorrow. Wish me luck! xx

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"Every atom of me missed you."
Sunday, July 3, 2011 7:39 AM

Happy birthday Eunice!

Though I know there's only a slight chance you'll see this, still, thanks for always being such a great friend to me. Good luck in everything you do. I love you. ♥

THEFACESHOP mask! Had another mask session since I was totally bored yesterday. Oh yeah, spent the day doing cards + letters, gonna buy presents today and didn't do any more productive stuffs. ):

Here are some zodiac facts on #Cancer:

  • #Cancer is a water sign and water signs equal moody signs.
  • #Cancer signs build a hard shell around their soft hearts.
  • #Cancer craves the security of the known and fear the unknown.
  • #Cancer will become quiet and wihtdrawn when things get tough and they need to think.
  • #Cancer's being such emotional individuals sense and feel their way through life.
  • #Cancer likes to play hard to get.
  • #Cancer's weakness: Fear of the past repeating.
  • The cycles of the Moon are key to a #Cancer's feelings and emotional cycle.
  • #Cancer(female) with an #Aries: many differences, #Taurus: Caring and sharing, #Gemini: steer clear, #Cancer: dreamy, #Leo: Loving, #Virgo: Problematic, #Libra: Hard work, #Scorpio: paradise, #Sagittarius: too distant, #Capricorn: great match, #Aquarius: too hurtful, #Pisces: quite entrancing.
  • #Cancer's most compatible with #Scorpio and #Pisces.

Credits to: @XSTROLOGY via twitter.
For more astrology/zodiac facts, you can find them at zodiacfacts and xstrologyscopes.

Astrology is 99% true, for me.

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Fifteenth Birthday!
Friday, July 1, 2011 9:02 PM

First of all,
I'm officially 15, yay! Today was prolly one of the best days of my life. I have 2 cakes in a day! One was bought by awesome people who chipped in for my birthday cake and the other was bought by my dad. Unfortunately, after about like a few bites during recess, they started smearing cakes on my face, (or why not say smashing LOL). Oh and I got smashed 2 times today, once during recess and the other during Guides. THANKS SO MUCH PEOPLE THANKS FOR MAKING ME TRULY HAPPY TODAY. I'm really touched. X INFINITY. I know I looked pathetic today, with cake smeared on my face, but I have to admit, it was fun. So long since I ever felt this joy overwhelming me. HAHAHA.

Guides was awesome today too! We did lots of bonding sessions today and even did P.T and pumpings and group squats. I'm pretty sure I'll get muscle aches tomorrow. BUT IT WAS FUN MAX TODAY HAHAHA. After cake smashing session, we went to Macs because some of them wanna have dinner there. I ordered a oreo mcflurry since I wasn't exactly hungry then.

Thanks so much for all the presents, cards and well wishes from everyone! I'm deeply touched, honestly. I know I'll never forget this fifteen birthday I had today--It was all too memorable.

OH AND THIS IS REALLY REALLY CUTE OMG THANKS ZIHUI, WEITING, CHANGLYN AND XUEYIN for getting me this! Plus thanks Wenxin, Yuanrong, Yijun and Jolene for my GIRLS' GENERATION ring! :) & THANKS TO OTHERS FOR CAKE AND CARDS AND PRESENTS~ I LOVE YOU GUYSSSSS. You have seriously no idea how happy I was today!

I'm not going to just end here. I have lots of things to say to myself since I'm a year older now:

Dear Dorothy,
You're finally 15. I remembered that you actually dreaded your birthday because you thought it was going to be awful. But, you just gotta look on the bright side, like what they all say, stop thinking that 'life is no fun'. You're god's gift to the world. You know your existence means a lot to your family, and your close friends. You gotta be strong, stay strong and be who you are. No point changing yourself into someone you can't even recognise. You are who you are. GET THAT. ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT. Please stop being so mean to yourself. Please stop crying over practically nothing at all. PLease stop thinking too much because it has been proven that 'OVER-THINKING RUINS YOU'. Please know that you do have people you can always rely on, like your family, your friends. You have a pretty awesome family, a great dad, an awesome mum, and an older sister and an older brother who are, even though not always, nice to you. Even sometimes they don't realise, you love them a lot. Just that you don't really show it. You know they love you too, because a bright smile from anyone whom you trust can never be fake. Thanks so much, my family. Even though I'm not perfect, you've accepted me and loved me for who I am. You have crazy, wild and wonderful friends. You know you need them to make up part of your life, and you know that they are really, even though not always, pretty good to you. You love them, to put it simply. You've come this far, 15 years in total. Continue being a cancerian, be a girl guider, be yourself. Love yourself more, always.
- Dorothy.


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