‘‘ Every cloud has a silver lining’’
Circle the drain
Tuesday, August 31, 2010 4:01 PM

Happy Teacher's day~

Today is kinda awesome :D I really miss my primary school. Went back and saw mr Loo and a lot of people. Met up with Jialin and then she went with YingHooi and Biying while Jerry and I waited for Ziyan and Charmaine. Damn long. But nvm, in the end, we got to see each other anyway. <3. It seems like there are many people who changed. Hmmm... I can't recognise some anymore. It's okay, i shall put back all my fond memories in my heart. Goodbyes, and I love 6U'08 and 5U'07! WOOHOO

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Give me your faith.
Monday, August 30, 2010 5:51 PM

OH KAYS HERE I AM. I'm trying to save myself. Salvation, they call? Finally i submitted a skin. Here: http://www.blogskins.com/info/348342/. Not expecting anything anymore. I just wanna clear my folder. Maybe i shall spam submit soon hehe (:


WHYYYY DO EVERYONE STARTS FOLLOWING SATAN? I reallyreallyreally hate it. I mean they are all celebs, why turn their backs on the good ones? ARRGHHH crap and i love their songs so much.


I like to say something very much. YOU CAN'T MAKE YOURSELF GOD. SELF-PROCLAIMING ISN'T GOING TO TRANSFORM YOU FROM A PETTY HUMAN BEING TO ONE THAT IS ALL MIGHTY AND POWERFUL. JUST ACCEPT IT, UNLESS YOU WANNA JOIN SATAN AND THEIR FOLLOWERS?

Seriously, tho i feel i have no right to interfere into such matters, but i can't stand it anymore. Suddenly everything feels so dead. And there isn't a meaning to it anymore. YOU WANT TO GET FAME, IT'S EASY. JUST SUCK UP TO EVERYBODY. YEAH, THE WORLD IS DOING THAT.


How disgusting, to think of this. I want to withdraw from it. Yet, there's a part of me that doesn't wish to give up. I can't make everything change, but i can make something happen. THAT'S RIGHT. AND I'M GONNA DO JUST THAT. WATCH ME.


I won't be a bitch anymore.

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Sasusaku!
Sunday, August 29, 2010 8:14 AM




YEPPP. Naruto! And I love this song reallyreallyreally much. The best couple i like is Sasusaku! Why? because of Sakura's love for Sasuke, but Sasuke is a damn fool who keeps thinking about revenge. Anyway, I rushed about 20 episodes yesterday. HOHO I will continue today. Perhaps. Itachi leads a sad life really. He loves Sasuke so much, and stupid Sasuke wants to destroy Konoha. AND I HATE KARIN. EWWW. Naruto is damn cute tho (:


( By the way, this post is for people who is afraid of looking at chucky ^^ Don't know what that means? Scroll below. )

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Look before you fall.
Friday, August 27, 2010 4:25 PM



OMG *SCREAMS* CHUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HAHAHA this was meant for a prank on PT and our history teacher. Kinda failed tho :/ OMG poor doll, hope it doesn't remember who did it to her.


I almost died of laughing today. HAHAHAH. YAY YAY YAY! *high*

Actually yeah, i think that our class will 'ying liao lor' if we implement this idea during Mid-autumn festival. HEHE:P 202 is damn cute ^^ awww..

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I'm here.
Thursday, August 26, 2010 7:43 PM

I'M ALIVE, but I'm not in the mood to blog. I will rise again, stronger than before. Watch me come again. Bye..



It ends but there's always gonna be another start.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 4:44 PM

I FINISHED COMMON TEST.


K NOW TIME TO (chiong) HOMEWORK. 3 essays to be done, some chinese worksheet and prolly more. :/

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like melted cherry icecream
Friday, August 20, 2010 4:21 PM

FREAKING HELL, class tests are counted as 70% for CA2 overall. Common test only weigh 30%. I WANNA CRY WTHHHH.

But today is epic. Many people tear the notifications given to them and them say they wanna protest. WOW. Haha 202 riots! Anyway, i'm gonna do the history project thing. I hope this is gonna help. D:

Like always, there are boundaries i can't cross over to. And it's not a matter of how hard I try. It's about change.

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Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Thursday, August 19, 2010 4:10 PM

I'm using touch now to download ttr song: impossible by shontelle! Anyway, it's been a week and 2 days since I used com. I feel like crying now because I have tons of skins to submit but I couldn't cause I'm now stuck in the middle of common test. I'm really worried and afraid of flunking my exams. I really wanna get good grades. Oh yeah I feel like crying cause there I feel like I'm lagging a lot behind and I'm really desperate. I feel alone. By the way, suddenly there's like a sudden madness over 'California Girls' and 'Waka Waka' in my class hahaha. Okay gtg just trying to revive my dead and lifeless blog...

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We go round and round and up & up
Tuesday, August 10, 2010 8:02 AM


I love this picture that i made it as my fb display pic.


It shouldn't be so dark but that's what makes this photo special. Maybe i should brighten up in PS soon. Hmmmm...

And ooh i google 'bloskin icybell' and 'dorothyfrenzy' on the web and found that there are actually quite a lot of people who use my skins and keep the credits intact! Thank you guys! You all make me feel very happy and grateful! Tyvm (:


PS. Won't be here from tomorrow onwards till nextnext wednesday hopefully. It's the Common Tests Week. Wish me luck, thank you and loves ♥.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SG!
Monday, August 9, 2010 7:40 AM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~

Anyway, i'm gonna delete some links that erm, whose owners' im not close to. Why? Because i thought it weird to 'advertise' for them on my personal blog. Hope you don't come haunting me/flaming me/ripping me or whatever. Sorry~


(edit at 3:56pm)
hey I'm back lol. I went to kite-flying with my SISTA. it's really awesome an really fun <3 we took a lot of pictures. And there are pretty pictures we took together :) hehe. My sis's tagging me on facebook now. Flooding me. Okay anyway, today is the first time I actually got a chance to fly kite. The kite is called "Squiddo", it's quite cute :P and my sis Lomo camera is kewl, iPhone too :D Anyway, I didn't dare release the string attached to the kite initially. I was afraid I couldn't handle it against the wind. Kinda scary, I guess :/ But the kite went reallyreallyreally high in the sky. It was a wonderful sight. I love today~ :))

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Heaven can wait.
Sunday, August 8, 2010 4:34 PM

Hello I sorta regret posting my previous post cause some people *glares* kept asking me to tell them what i meant. It's none of you here, really really.

She probably doesn't know too, either.

My mood was screwed up today and if you follow me on twitter, since yesterday I've been feeling tired/lifeless/agitated. Mood swings? No, I guess. I spent my afternoon doing the damn scrapbook for guides toymaker badge thingy. I WANNA DIE~

I should really start my studies soon and I realised I said that almost everytime.

Thanks to those who care for me! ily guys! I must find a day to go home with Koh Jialin soon. It's been long, my dear rabbit ^^ && tmr is National day I shall just say "I LOVE YOU, SINGAPORE". Must go get the 'I <3 SG shirt. LOL.

And and and common test is coming soon. I really hope I will be able to achieve good grades. I don't wanna disappoint my parents, least of all myself. I think I have pretty high expectations of myself. That's why when I flunked, I will always feel a heavy weight of remorse and guilt. I used to think I was afraid that I had to face my parents with such failures. However, I came to understand that the worst enemy is yourself, which means I am afraid of failing myself. I am afraid of setbacks and I'm afraid of falling.

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Why?
Saturday, August 7, 2010 10:58 AM

I see tears brimming her eyes, like the seeds of a dream.

K today it's Saturday! awesome:) We are going to get an extra long weekend this week cause of the upcoming national day! YESSS:D And I love Cadbury Chocolates! They are so unbearably sweet. *smiles*

Another thing is, I miss skinning and I seem to lose my style. In fact, I can't be sure if I ever had one before anyway. I don't know whether to submit some skins which are prolly already rotting in my thumbdrive or just keep it for fun. I miss getting SOTDs :(

I'm not stupid, you know? I see how much desire you have in your eyes. They are burning so brightly i had to look away. You are
desperate for attention, and I've been feeding you. Now, it sorta works and I know history will repeat itself again. That's what you've always been doing to me, why can't you just learn to be less selfish, less manipulative, less heartless and be kinder? Maybe you can't, cause once you want something, you will get your focus set on it.


it seems that there are always boundaries that I can't cross over to.

I gotta stop it. It's not my f fault. I gotta stop being kind to you. Ad you stop your little actions too. I will never fall for it, again. Stop making use of my sympathy. Stop telling things that I don't want to hear. Stop trying to get close to me and stop acting like you care about me. Cause I know, I see it in your eyes, that you don't.

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So happy I could die
Friday, August 6, 2010 2:06 PM

Here's a pretty awesome story by PL and ME. Enjoy~ (Through sms) All because my phone doesn't like her/her phone hates me. D:


PL
Tears start to trickle down my cheeks as i take in the bad news. I can't believe this is happening. I turn and grip on to the edge of my bed to balance myself. I can literally feel my world spinning, out of control. Outside, the rain continues to fall, even the sky is crying for me. I crouch down in the corner of my room, sobbing silently and praying hard that one day, just one day. That Dorothy's phone will finally accept me.

Me
I almost stumbled and fell upon this news. The tears came naturally, like the seeds of a dream. I slid down against the wall and buried my head into my clammy hands. I didn't want to accept the truth, but I know that no matter how fast and hard i run, i could never escape this dreaded truth- PL's phone hates me. Reality bites.

PL
I flung open the window with all my might. Raindrops splattered shamelessly onto my face, so cool and refreshing. Just then, i see Dorothy's phone flying by, flapping its wings enthusiastically, eager to attract its mate. I stretched my hands out in attempt to grab the phone. Argh. Just a little bit more. I pushed myself further, my toes tipping. Suddenly, I felt a rough push on my back and I went tumbling out of the window. Nooo! I don't want to die without getting my hands on Dorothy's phone first!

Me
Just then, i burst right into PL's room and ran to the window. I forced myself to look down. My heart fluttered in trepidation. I could feel a bead of sweat trailing down my shoulder blades. I screamed, this time with amazement, not due to grief. What I saw stunned me. PL was holding on to the wings of my phone. She was floating and I could see that she was on cloud nine. I heaved an immense sigh of relief. It seemed that my phone had saved her from a bloody mess! Tears of happiness rolled down my cheeks and I smiled from inside out. PL, my phone loves you!

PL
I held my grip onto Dorothy's phone tightly, struggling to keep my balance. The wind was so strong I couldn't hear anything at all. I glanced down, carefully, and saw that a crowd had formed below me. People were pointing at me, some even laughing. Right at that moment my face turned a shade of tomato-red and i felt like digging a hole to hide in, except that I'm in the middle of the sky with nowhere to go. Couldn't they stop laughing?

Me
No they couldn't quit guffawing. I watched poor PL blushed, deep, rootless red. I wanted to just plunged out of the window and save her from all this humiliation. They could laugh at me too, but i won't care because 'two is better than one'. However, before i could even cross over the window's edge, PL's phone reached here already.




YAY. The rest of the story i shall leave it to you guys to figure out and hallucinate yourself. Happy imaging! AHAHHA~ SO happy i could die. Maybe i shall ask her to create more stories together. AWWW :3



Another eternity of snow
Tuesday, August 3, 2010 7:22 PM

If math tests in included 50% in common test, I'm so gonna get it. And weiting, unfortunately, still doesn't believe it. I mean, I won't joke about this kind if matter right right? And geog... The presentation was a phail. :(( arghhhh hope I get good marks for chemistry and elit. Thank you for my A1 in Chinese, thank god :) and there was a super embarrassing incident today, thank you Eunice and sylvia! You two saved me :D okay done, weiting, you aren't gonna pwn me/thrash me/whatsoever. Pwn= I beat you badly. But hell no, believe it^^ okay guys, shall reply tags soon. Battery no batt. California girls wooo!:))

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Yesterday's Fun.
Sunday, August 1, 2010 12:32 PM











Sometimes my sister can be really nice, ya' know? Anyway, what happened? I went to the park (not stating where), and we went around taking pictures. With her Lomo camera and Toy camera. The toy camera is really cute, it's made of plastic but it's very very nice ^^ AWESOME.

K then, today is 1st August, so wish you have a lovely day!

PS. I went to Harris yesterday, and i know what i want to buy. 1. Salem Falls-Jodi Picoult. 2. Mercy-Jodi Picoult. 3. House Rules-Jodi Picoult. YEP THESE ARE ALL THE TITLES. WOOHOO JODI PICOULT! Gotta start saving up some bucks if i want these books.

PSPS. I saw Vampire Knight series too. ^^ *happy*

PSPSPS. AND PENS. MORE COLOURS. YAY!


kbye,

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